My Story How I found out about Cory Monteith's death.

I post this note from the Facebook (I had to copy and paste this) and Sorry I haven't post this blogger so long since 2010. I'm going to share you my note from a last year summer 2013.. (Sorry its so late)

I can’t stop thinking about Cory Monteith after he passing away last Saturday July 13 2013 at Canada. It has been a week. I wish it wasn’t real. I remember one early Sunday morning about 2am. This actor Jean-Luc Bilodeau (of Baby Daddy on abc family) tweet about Cory’s death coming through my text message. I was confused at first and I didn’t want to believe and all of the sudden over the news hit me Cory’s death. I was like “no no it can’t be" then I bawled so hard for hours. I was waiting for Cory tweet on twitter but it didn’t happen. I wish I could turn back to rewind to bring Cory’s alive. What just happen to him that he was found at hotel. I love Cory/Finn so much. I didnt sleep till about almost 5am because crying and thinking too much of Cory Monteith. My heart was arching. I could not get my mind off. It was hard. He was 31! 31!!! So young to died. I left a note to my mom about what happen and told her in a note said do not bother me wake me up. She felt bad when she heard of news. She knew I was big fan of Glee. I couldn’t eat and wasn’t feeling like it. I had to work that day because I was so deep sadness. My aunt was like what wrong. I told her about what happen. She never heard of Glee before. I tried to explain to her what it like on Glee. She tell me be happy and smile. I’m trying not to cry. I couldn’t. I was sad. I wasn’t happy. I wasn’t in good mood. I couldn’t smile. I turn walk away on way to bathroom and not to cry on front of my aunt and I did cried in the bathroom for like five minutes. I didn’t want talking about drugs and etc. I don’t want to talk to her and my heart was lost. I was so numb. After work I was want driving on way home and thinking about Cory. I just can’t get over it.

On Tuesday night when I got home from work I heard the news of Cory died of mixture heroin and alcohol. My mind was like Oh Cory why. I was shocked. I didn’t know why. I thought he was so happy and just got out of rehab. I was just disappointed. I’m not angry or something like that.

He fought so hard. Drugs is so illness and disease.

I really don’t like how people said negative thing about Cory and drugs. I don’t like talking about it. It made me upset about it.

It was very tough weeks for me how much I miss him so much and it not the same. I couldn’t stop thinking about him and I just can’t get over it. I just couldn’t forget about him or moving on. My heart always remember of Cory Monteith and Finn Hudson (glee character) 

Glee is not the same without Cory/Finn on tv. It would be hard at first but I know it will be okay. Hes gone and hes not coming back. Cory want us to be happy and he probably said “it’s okay to cry." I just know it. I can hear voice inside of my head.

I honestly felt bad for his girlfriend on-off screen Lea Michele. They are so much in love and very soulmates. We have to stay strong for Lea. We are all thinking of her what she doing right now. I’m huge fan of them. Now we will never see them together again. I’m just so sad.

I remember I was so excited to see forwarding Cory coming back GLEE SEASON FIVE this fall. Now he’s gone and he’s not coming back. That was the last thing he took his final glee photo with them. He was so much beautiful smile.

I will miss his most handsome smile, grin, funny, his voice, laugh, goofy and everything about him. I wouldn’t forget him.

Now as you can see in the picture of Cory Monteith. I decided to put it on there and remember him that way I won’t forget him in my heart. I will always remember him.

You are so loved.

You will be missed.

You are always be remembered.

Thank you Cory for everything to make me smile when I watched glee for 4 years or other thing.

I will be watching you over the sky.

Rest in Peace Cory Allan Michael Monteith.

May11, 1982 - July 13, 2013

Just remember if you hear a thunder and its Cory’s drumming. We will be cheer for you.

He didn’t died, He took the midnight train going anywhere! ❤

-Ashley

Age 24

A Greeting from Martins Ferry, Ohio

Oklahoma Trip 2010

Saturday March 13, 2010

I woke up at 3:30am in the morning and get ready to leave 4:00am. I was with my parents while I was at the airport. My flight leave at 7am. I had to say goodbye to my parents. While I was at the plane which I was very bored and I read magazine and look at the window. Next stop to Memphis, Tennessee. I was waiting for next another plane to Oklahoma City. I was taking a nap while I was at the plane. I finally arrive to Oklahoma about 11am and I text my mom that I got here and text my deaf friend Lauren that I got here and she and her family is trying to find me and I told her that I was at the Baggage. I met The Foskin's Family. It was Parents: Steve & Amy and the girls: Lauren, Kelsey & Meagan. They are so sweet and nice. I am very happy to meet them for first time. Well I met Amy in Cleveland, Ohio while I met her first time because she work for traveling. After we left to airport and hopped in the car. Talking to Lauren. Which we both so excited. We headed to eat lunch then went to their house. Their house is so beautiful and big. I can't image how big the house is. Lauren tour me every house. We hang out, talked, watching TV and I take a nap which I was so tired. So while her parents and sister Meagan was out. I made for the dinner Spaghetti Pie which it was great taste ever. I did very well for my first time myself without my parents. I did little messed up with sauce that not suppose to be too much water and I went like "aww snap!" so I had to pour water out of it haha. So after that. It went well good cook. Lauren tried ate her first time (even she don't like cottage cheese) but she went like "AWW THIS IS REALLY GOOD AND I LOVE IT!" :)

*Me & Lauren*

Spaghetti Pie is really good!

Sunday March 14, 2010

By the early morning about 1:30am or 2am. I was in bed (Meagan's room). Lauren & Kelsey was in the other room. My whole body was shaking so bad and I feel like I was so cold. It wouldn't stop. I try to stay warm as much I could but didn't work out. I went to bathroom and come back. I thought I felt sick or something. Maybe I was homesick while I was away from my home in Ohio. I texted my good friend Zach about me why I wasn't feeling good. So I decide grab my Steelers hoody to keep me warm while I was sleeping. I fall asleep about 3am. By the time I woke up like 11am. We ate breakfast. Steve was asking me If I sleep good and I told him "ehhh couldn't sleep that much." He poor me. :) ha. I know how I felt. Lauren, Kelsey, Meagan and I went to Mall and looking around ate lunch and went to see the movie called "Dear John" Oh my gosh it was very emotional movie. I almost cried just a little bit. For somehow Lauren and I are both deaf and hard to understand what they said in the theater. Kelsey and Meagan cried. The movie was great. When we got home from mall. We ate dinner then watch Sunday Disney TV show "Hannah Montana" & "Sonny With a Chance" & "Jonas". We hang out and looking up the computer for fun.

Monday March 15, 2010

Went to Oklahoma City National Memorial Museum with Lauren's family. We were outside. There was called Survive Tree that I saw. It was big tree. When we got inside to see the Museum and It was very saddest thing I ever seen. It broke my heart. I almost cried when I see this. It like wow. Can't you image it how you feel what you saw. I hate to see that because it very sad. I was there for like an hour or 2 hours. (I can't remember.)

Survive Tree

Then after the Museum. We are going out dinner with a family. We went to Toby Keith's I Love This Bar & Grill. I met Lauren's cousins and her Aunt. They are very nice. :) The food was great. I ate grilled chicken sandwiches. After this we take a walk and look around. :) It was fun. After we left. We had to go back home and had very long day. We hang out and talked and watch Jonas "Exams Jam" again. (Which it was my favorite episode).

Lauren, Me, Meagan & Kelsey

Tuesday March 16, 2010

The girls and I left the house and we are going to eat at POPS (which is where gasoline, fast food and little store at) when we got there...We had to wait for one hour to get our seat. It took forever. So we order the foods. All of us order same food which it was Cheeseburger and Fries. So Yummy. Our waiter is super cute guys. Ha ha. His name is Tyler. :) When So after we left. We had to go back to the house for chill for a while. The Girls and I were doing sign language song for YouTube video and we picked out for "Much Better" by Jonas Brothers. (http://youtube.com/ashleymichele07) We kept practice for like 15-20 minutes to get right words. Since Kelsey and Meagan need get more better before filming the video.

Then Lauren, Kelsey and I went to Berri Licious. I met one of Lauren's interpreter Melissa. She's very nice lady. We talked about school and My old high school and stuff like that. It was very nice to meet her. The ice cream was so great. :) After we got home. Eat dinner, watch TV. Chilling around the house then bed.

Thursday March 17, 2010

Lauren, Kelsey and I went to nail polish. Went to out for eat lunch. Saw the High School where the girls went. Then we got back the house and hang out around the house and play game, looking at the computer.

My pretty nail. :)

Thursday March 18, 2010

It was my last day of Oklahoma. I woke up very early morning around 7:30am. My flight leave 12:00pm. I really hate to leave because I was going miss them very much. When we got there at the airport and we eat and wait for my flight. I hate saying goodbye to them. I love them very much. They are part of my family. Goodbye to them and hugged them tightly. I waved hand say goodbye before I go inside the plane. As soon when we going up and I had tear out of my eyes because I miss them and don't want to leave. It was long flight and next stop to Atlantic, Georgia to Pittsburgh, Pa. When I got there around 6pm. I texted my dad that I was here at the airport and find my baggage but bad new I was waiting for one hour and LOST my baggage and it was next plane. Stupid worker not pay attention ha ha. When I got home from airport. It was good to see my parents and my brother. I do really miss Lauren's family. Till next time we will meet again. :)

Me & Lauren

Kelsey, Me & Lauren

The Girls's Parents & Me

The End

~Ashley

Jonas Brothers vs Justin Bieber

Okay I'm just get little tired of it. Its all about Jonas Brothers fans vs Justin Bieber fans.

Why do Justin's fans trying to hate Jonas's fans? Because why....Justin's fans think he's popular than the Jonas Brothers. Justin and Jonas Brothers are popular right? The music are talents. I just don't understand why Justin's fan try to bashed to Jonas's fans. Justin's fan is more gone wild and crazy...like your going to attack him and kiss him like you wanted to marry him. Justin's fans just calm down and be patient. I'm little worried that he would have get hurt. But Jonas's fan is more peaceful and can be crazy about them. Do you think that Justin and Jonas hate each other. THEY DON'T HATE EACH OTHER. THEY ARE JUST FRIENDS. There is no need to fight about. They are nicest boys plus Justin too. They can't be hate each other.

Am I Justin Bieber fan? - Actually I liked him but I'm not crazy about him. I don't love him. I do like his songs.

Why do I love the Jonas Brothers?- Because the boys are very sweet and and love their songs. I'm very crazy about them.

100% The Jonas Brothers wear purity ring and they are Christian. Kevin Jonas is now married to his wife Danielle.

90% Justin Bieber kinda of gangsta. He don't wear purity ring. Hes not Christian. Hes from Canada.

The Jonas Brothers is my role model and so is the family too. I don't hate Justin. I'm trying to tell you to stop bashing the fans each other. I don't care what you said. Jonas and Justin are just friends. That was it. PERIOD.

Do you think if your going to move on next to Justin Bieber and not going to listen to Jonas Brothers anymore? Well I'm not. As long as I love the Jonas Brothers. I will be their fans forever. The Jonas Brothers is not breaking up. They still togethers. They are brothers. They are still working on next 5th albums. I wish them the best of good luck. The Jonas Brothers will have the tour soon. Hasn't announcement the tour dates yet. I hope I will love to meet the Jonas Brothers someday as well so is Justin Bieber too. I hope you will understand. I love you all! :)

-Ashley

Thanks to Jonas Groups!

On Wednesday December 9th 2009 - A person (sorry, I can't tell you what a girl name was) contract me and she wanted me e-mail to her so I e-mail to her back. I thought I was in trouble but I wasn't. She is a Jonas Groups. The reason why she e-mail to me back and she said... The Jonas Brothers are very impressed with your loyalty, dedication to the band and the amazing Bounce video you created and wanted me to find you so that they can reach out to you themselves.
If you don’t mind, I am going to pass on your email address on to their team and wait for instructions.
Thank you so much for getting back to me.
So I wrote her back and I was really in shocked and really surprised what they said to me. I was like WOW. And she also wrote me back again and she said....The Jonas Brothers to say Thank You for being such an amazing and loyal fan. A person want me my mailing address to send me an item. So I gave her my mailing address.

So I was waiting for the items for my mail. Anyway On Saturday December 19th 2009 I got the mail from Jonas Groups for items and Guess what I got....Its was The Jonas Brothers T-Shirt, Jonas Brothers Autograph & Nick Jonas & The Administration Single CD Autograph (Not whole Cd.) I was so surprised and so happy. My mom seriously thought I ordered the Jonas Groups. I told mom I said "No, Mom I didn't ordered this because the Jonas Groups send me an items" I explained to my mom about what happen and told her about everything why the JB liked my videos in sign language. She thought its was so sweet to send me and thoughtful how nice they were.

So actually NO, I DIDN'T WIN!! Because the Jonas Groups did. I'm show you a pictures of my items.

Jonas Brothers T-Shirt!

Jonas Brothers Autograph

Nick Jonas & The Administration Single CD Autograph

The reason why the Jonas Brothers loved my videos in sign language videos on my YouTube videos (http://youtube.com/ashleymichele07) I was very surprised. I think I really deserve it when I was doing my sign language videos. Its made me feel so happy. A Dream Come True. I would never forget the year of 2009 is the BEST day of my life. I hope one day I would love to meet the Jonas Brothers and hopefully they will remember me someday. Why would I love the Jonas Brothers so much. Because the boys are so sweet guy I ever heard. They are amazing.

PLEASE DON'T BE JEALOUS WHY I GOT ITEMS FROM JONAS GROUPS.

Because I'm lucky lady in the world! :)

-Ashley <3

Nick Jonas & The Administration

When I first heard about Nick Jonas for his side-project solo CD. I'm very excited about it because I can't wait to hear rest of his songs what it will be. Its will be awesome. I can't wait to watch Nick will be performance at The GRAMMY Nominations Concert Live on December 2nd 9pm on channel CBS. I'm very proud of him. I'm excited for him.

I'm just glad when Jonas Brothers is NOT breaking up. They are still together. I just can't understand why people get freaked out and getting more worried about JB getting breaking up as group because of Nick. I was getting worried at first but I'm not. I'm just happy that they still together. Kevin and Joe is very proud at his younger brother Nick. They both excited about it. When the Jonas Brothers posted the MySpace Blog. I just want you please read what they said. That way you wouldn't get worried.

This is from JB MySpace Blog.
"Hey everyone!

#1 – The Jonas Brothers are NOT breaking up!

#2 – Nick Jonas IS working on a side project called

Nick Jonas & The Administration

#3 – This project will be released early in 2010

#4 - We are ALL excited about this project AND what we are doing TOGETHER!

#5 – We plan to make music together for as long as we can.

To our dearest fans,


A news story hit the internet today concerning Nick Jonas & The Administration. We are so excited to share it with you…OUR FANS.

From Nick:

About 6 months ago, the three of us had a 2 week break from touring, and we all decided to go and do something that was on our hearts. Joe went on a trip to Australia and New Zealand. Kevin spent some time with his fiancé Danielle. I decided to go to Nashville, TN to make a side project (Nick Jonas & The Administration) with 4 musicians - guys that I had met and worked with before. If I was to describe the sound to someone… I would say its “heart & soul”, because the music that I make is from my heart, and the lyrics I write are from my soul.

We’ve said from the beginning of our career as the Jonas Brothers that anything we do outside of the group is a side project because you can’t break up brothers. My brothers are my biggest supporters, and were on the phone with me every day while I was in the studio asking how it was going, and telling me they couldn’t wait to hear the record.

My brothers and I couldn’t be more excited to have these amazing opportunities as a group, and as individuals. We are already planning another world tour AS THE JONAS BROTHERS next summer, and it is all thanks to our amazing fans.

I am so excited to share more details about my project with all of you as we come closer to the end of the year, but for right now, Kevin, Joe and I have a show to play in Venezuela!

From Joe and Kevin:

We are so proud of our brother Nick. We know that we will be doing music together for the rest of our lives. But we are thrilled for you to hear these songs that were on his heart. They are amazing works of art from an amazing talent…our brother. We will see you later this year, next year, and hopefully for the rest of our lives.

“A three chord strand is not easily broken”, and one thing’s for sure… this three chord strand is stronger now than it’s ever been.

You are truly the best fans in the world, and we love you with all our hearts.

JB
Kevin, Joe and Nick"

Guys calm down. There is nothing to worried about being breaking up. They are continue still together. I just can't image people said..."I had an feeling that they are going to breaking up because of Nick." and something like that. I think I do believe that Nick going have tour soon when he will let you know when is tour dates will be. I'm not sure when is CD release will be. But I heard it will be release early February. So Good New....Nick Jonas has his OWN personal twitter and its http://twitter.com/nickjonas yes its real. But Kevin and Joe don't have theirs own personal twitter but they only have theirs own personal twitter http://twitter.com/jonasbrothers. Make sure Follow Nick's twitter.

So Are you excited about Nick Jonas & The Administration?

WE ALL LOVE HIM and VERY PROUD OF HIM.

Jonas Brothers favorited my video for second time!

On Sunday October 25th about like 12:15am I went into the Jonas Brothers youtube channel and I saw the JB favorited my video of "Bounce" in sign language. I almost screamed. I want to scream but I couldn't because my parents and my brother was sleeping. I was so excited that they favorited my videos for second time. I was in shocked, speechless and so excited! First they favorited my video of "Tonight" in sign language back in Feb. 2009 then now "Bounce". I'm glad they love it. I wrote the JB on myspace as much I could because I am waiting for them to write me back. If they dont..I understand..because they are busy for world tour in countries. It make me feel so happy. I think the JB officially love me. :) If I will meet the Jonas Brothers someday. I'm sure they will remember me if they saw my videos. I would go die or speechless if I would meet them. =P

This picture is where the JB favorite my video!

I would never forget that the Jonas Brothers favorited my videos. I love my fans who love my videos. I have tons of friends who added me on youtube. I feel so special and very blessed. A Dream comes true when the JB favortied my videos. I'm not giving up my dream to meet them. Its hard for me to wait for long time. I'm asking a god to help me to meet the Jonas Brothers. I'm praying every night and thinking about Jonas Brothers plus his family too. If the Jonas Brothers want meet me and I would be happy. They should be very proud and even they happy for me what I did for theirs songs in sign language.

Please help me to meet the Jonas Brothers. I'm not giving up my hope, my dream and everything.

I want thank you to all for favortied my videos. I love you all. Thanks for everything.

God Bless,

Ashley<3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jWzFpU4Jnzk Please check out my "Bounce" video in sign language. I'm sure you will love it. :) Enjoy!

Honor Society actually remembered me! =O

My friend Lauren and her two sisters went to see Honor Society concert in Tulsa, OK today. She text me that she met Honor Society and she told them about me and Honor Society said that they remembered me. I freaked out! No...I didnt meet them. The reason they remember me because I talked to Honor Society on myspace back in 2008. They commented me 5 or 6 (i think). Don't be jealous at me. If you dont believe me....go to myspace http://www.myspace.com/wvurock07 then go see my albums "Famous comments/messages".
I just can't believe they remembered me. Can't you image it. I would die If I would meet them someday! :)

I asked Lauren on txt message "what did you said to them." She said "Remember Ashley Wilson. She's deaf and makes sign language youtube videos then I said she went to your concert in ohio (shes wrong. I told her its was pittsburgh. bc they know i live in ohio. lol) And Honor Society were like Oh yeah we rememberd her. We have been talking with her on myspace."

WOW that just make my day.

-Ashley <3